- don’t be angry at yourself when anxiety/depression flares up. it isn’t your fault and no one blames you and if they do they’re pieces of shit.
- don’t orbit around your perceived value so much. you’re not the sum total of what you produce.
- don’t let yourself wonder why people love you. that’s not how it works. there are not stark, individual reasons that a person can enumerate about why they love you. it’s the entire, unique combination of what and who you are.
I am consumed with the construction of myself. I am obsessed with scenarios and speculations regarding my future. I’m dizzy with the magnitude of possibilities and impossibilities. There is mystery wrapped around everything. Secrecy brings beauty, silence creates art because without the answers…